The Cross Dressing IS ?TRAUMATIC? but has Shown Me the "Silver Lining" of My PTSD -- THAT wasn't Enough to Awaken let alone Exacerbate my PTSD!! ?? But SOMEBODY Should Have the Mercy for Other Viewers and Do Some PIXELATION CENSORING to Cover the WORST!! ?? And DON'T TRY GOUGING YOUR EYES OUT!! That won't Remove the Memory and I know of No Work on Inducing Specific Selective Amnesia!!! ???